I am small boy 5'3 150lbs who secretly wears panties and really needs a long hard spankings over your knee. I have a schoolgirl outfit, tween dresses and cute little panties. I like to dress like a younger girl when i am going to be given a spanking and paddled. I am shy, nervous and a bit of a sissy when I am getting a spanking. I want a Safe Dad or Mom to set my little butt set on fire. You apply the paddle firmly to the seat of my panties, repeatedly! Yelping, pleading or even tears are expected.

I have a bit of a guilt complex and naughty pre-teen inside that needs punished and forgiven. Everything I want to do really comes down to a feeling. I don't want mean i don't want nice, just firm and fair and determined. I have a lifelong fascination with discipline, spanking, punishment, paddles, panties and tears. Tone is way more important than pain level. Being in trouble butterfly's mixed with the embarrassment of standing in front of a grown man or woman dressed like a younger girl or a sissy boy with jeans around my ankles standing there in panties, knowing I am about to get it! Winding up wet faced, sorry and compliant with my butt on fire.