Growing up in the 70's and 80's in South Africa, I was made acutely aware of the consequences of misbehavior, at home and in school.
In spite of, or maybe as a result of this strict environment, a deep fascination with corporal punishment and the need to answer for my actions, was born.
From an early age the conflict between fear and pain of a punishment and the need to pay the piper has plagued, confused and exited many a thought, fantasy and actions in exploring these seemingly nonrational feelings.

Would love to discuss and exchange experiences and thoughts with other "normal / not so normal" corporal punishment enthusiast and believers .