I like to have fun, for me the spanking its a rough game, although the spankings could hurts but it shouldn't harm, for me it's not just about the pain, it's about all the emotions like the expectation, the sense of feeling exposed, the sensation of fear, the emptiness in the stomach, so through the spanking I can reach other emotions, because all fear and expectation has its outlet when I start to feel the spank, and there comes the need to escape, also a little courage against the spanker who is doing it for being who causes pain and in the end there is a feeling of submission, humiliation and resignation to be punished in that area, all accompanied by a strong dose of adrenaline, for me the spanking is half psychological and half physical.
I am not related with the bdsm, I am a spankee, not a sub or a slave, once the game ends, we are at the same level, but meanwhile the game continue i am submissive.