Hi future internet friends! I'm Holly - submissive 26 year old woman. I am looking to find dominant (male) partners to help me explore fantasies in a safe and sane roleplay environment. I am actually a virgin, but I am very sexual and I know I am attracted to ideas of sexual submissiveness in many forms. Some of my major kinks are forced exhibitionism, stress positions and pain, butt plugs, slut shaming, and body writing (and other forms of humiliation).
You might be wondering how I could know I have all these kinks and still be a virgin. Well, I have access to the internet, you know.. But I have had a few quasi-sexual experiences in my life. When I was in my early 20s (20-23) I worked for a man as a personal assistant. He was the owner of a software sales company and my job was to take care of his schedule, get documents ready for him, and sometimes travel. I was young and naïve and he took advantage of that - starting with a dress code that became increasingly more revealing or emphasizing my curves. When he realized I didn't push back on that rule he moved to touching and flirting. I admit I enjoyed the attention from an older and successful man, although I did know it was wrong. Eventually my mornings would be started with a slap on the bottom and a squeeze. On a business trip with him once, he took me to a nice dinner, wined and dined me, and invited me up to his hotel room. I accepted, knowing I shouldn't but I was a little tipsy. That night was my first experience giving oral sex. And I was insanely turned on by the way he called me a "naughty little slut". I'd never thought of myself as a slut until that moment..
So, that my formative experience in dominance and power dynamics. He never had sex with me, but he did have me perform other sexual favors (many quite... embarrassing). I knew I should stop, but he had a hold on me at that point in my life and it was impossible to resist him.
Anyway, thanks for reading, and if you want to chat, please say hello or send me a message!